language is very important in everyday life. it is a thing that we use it to communicate with one another. talking is what we do everyday. we need to open our mouth and speak. so that others know what we want, need, feel etc.
the worse thing about me is not knowing how to speak in proper and confident english. english is a must know language or sort of universal language that most of the people in the world use to communicate with. i always felt very sucky when i speak in english. there are so many problem with my english and the way i speak it. problems like :
1) dont know how to speak clearly
2) dont know how to phase the sentence nicely
3) very singlish with all the lah, meh, lorh etc.
4) dont speak loudly
5) always get stuck
sometime i just wonder why. maybe is because i dont have many english speaking friends when i was in primary and secondary school. even now in poly, most of my friends speak in mandarin. next semester, i am going to have a module called critical reasoning. and they said that it is going to be some english module about debating. i really wonder how am i going to survive it.
to speak a good english, i must have confidence in what i am going to say. then i must speak it slow and loudly. so that i do not need to repeat what i said over and over again. when i speak, people will start with the "HUH" first. then ask me to repeat again. i really need to have more english conversation and brush brush it up man.
thinking : what is it gonna be? angel or devil?
