The Beginning Of A Blog

having a blog is really a random thing that i suddenly thought of. cause i dont really do anything in life that is so interesting. therefore, there is nothing to blog about. maybe i will just write about what my thinking are rather than what happen to me everyday. here goes my first blog.


RELATIONSHIP

is having a relationship a good thing or a bad thing. base on the people that i talked to or rather like analyze, having a relationship can be both good and bad. it is very hard to define. there are so many type of relationship in the world. some people have relationship because they see that their friends are so loving with their partners. some people just want someone to accompany them so that they dont feel lonely. some people just fall deeply for the opposite sex. maybe some people want relationship simply because of sex!? you wont even know. there are so many different kinda relationship. so what kinda relationship are you? hope its the long lasting one instead of just puppy-ing around.

starting to know a person and wooing is really a hard process. if you manage to catch the person's heart, please, please, please dont let your effort to waste and let go of the one. most of the time, is the guys that have the feeling for the ladies and start their wooing. after they wooed, the feeling just slowly and slowly drift and drift away. in the end the ladies will get emotionally hurt. wondering why things turn out to be like that. its really hard for the ladies to forget their love. but it take a finger "SNAP" for a guy to forget about the lady they once loved. after that, they will change "TARGET". maybe its normal for a guy to be a flirtatious. as there are so many CHIO BU in the world. guys get so turn on by them. then what about their partners? leave them aside. well, guys can be such pathetic creature on earth. they can be so desperate for a girl and also can be so heartless.

i wonder. what kind of relationship will i give the person i love. i dont even know if i could love her right. or should i just be friend friend with the girls. if fate permits, then i will be together with someone? i really dont know how long will i need to wait, to find or just simply dont think about all this relationship stuff. as it can really make me feel so frustrating that why cant i dont have a girlfriend. looking from a different angles. maybe being single is not so bad? you can do whatever things you want, you feel like, simply anything man. if you are tied up, sorry man, you need to care for her, know how she feels, please her, care for her and most importantly LOVE her with you whole HEART. be prepared that everything will be about her, her and more her. but loving a person is not the end of the world. it can be the most enjoyable thing that can happen in your life. maybe your world might change "360" degree? who knows? if you really found THE ONE!!

love love love. you simply made me feel so sad. cause i dont feel love at all. my heart is so cold and empty. i dont know why do i always get the lousiest and the most pathetic relationship. how i wish i could have some sweet sweet relationship that could last me a life time. well. shall not think too much. *take one step at a time*


ps : dont be deceive by the looks. what really matters is the heart. <3